too many worries
why is it that i worry about everything ? at times it completely consumes me! today i feel so disconnected to my home and myself. i feel closed in by these walls since i am here for days at a time and can't leave but to go to work. my van as been broke down and i have no money. and at the moment i need to figure out how to get dinner.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
spell check
Sorry for all the crazy spelling and missing letters in certain words. At the moment I do not have internet in my home so I am using my phone to do everything on, and its not easy at times. I have three keybords to choose from and none are that great. A the moment my brother is setting up my lap top so that I can do al my writting with something other than a phone! So untill then please bare with me.
back to myself
Today I went back to work now that the holidays are over. I can now tell everyone ad myself that I could never be a stay at home mom on a full time basis again. It felt so god being with the kids at school today, I even got real artsie again and made a bunh of plans for the class. I still want to go along with my plan where I can do work throught the community, I KNOW I have a long way to go, but that's ok as long as money remains stable in my home. I will be so releaived if my husband lands this job he has lined up (two in fact)but we will see how it goes.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
too much today
today i woke up feeling completely over the top. this blog was susposed to be way way for me to share my work and parenting experiences. but being in the situation i am in leaves me feeling more passed off than anything . I'm currently on medication for depression and anxiety and would love to be off it. i have plans to quit but i have forgotten to take it for about three days now and i know that is not good. I'm also a smoker and want to quit that too, but going cold turkey for both is a recipe for disaster .
Monday, January 2, 2012
feeling down and out today
having my van broke down for the past two weeks has left me homebound. my pockets are also empty, i never have a dollar to my name after Christmas and its getting really old. it wouldn't be this way if my children's father was working.
more about me!: this is me
more about me!: this is me: hello everyone welcome to my blog! i am a working mother of three, ages 14, soon to be a 12 year old , and a 5 year old. i have to deal wit...
this is me
hello everyone welcome to my blog! i am a working mother of three, ages 14, soon to be a 12 year
old , and a 5 year old. i have to deal with each age group issues everyday, and it is a daily struggle i am a soon to be nursing student too. i have many things that i would like to accomplish but o have so many hurdles i have to jump and it is truly exhausting .
old , and a 5 year old. i have to deal with each age group issues everyday, and it is a daily struggle i am a soon to be nursing student too. i have many things that i would like to accomplish but o have so many hurdles i have to jump and it is truly exhausting .
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