too much today

today i woke up feeling completely over the top. this blog was susposed to be way way for me to share my work and parenting experiences. but being in the situation i am in leaves me feeling more passed off than anything . I'm currently on medication for depression and anxiety and would love to be off it. i have plans to quit but i have forgotten to take it for about three days now and i know that is not good. I'm also a smoker and want to quit that too, but going cold turkey for both is a recipe for disaster .