why is it that i worry about everything ? at times it completely consumes me! today i feel so disconnected to my home and myself. i feel closed in by these walls since i am here for days at a time and can't leave but to go to work. my van as been broke down and i have no money. and at the moment i need to figure out how to get dinner.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
back to myself
Today I went back to work now that the holidays are over. I can now tell everyone ad myself that I could never be a stay at home mom on a full time basis again. It felt so god being with the kids at school today, I even got real artsie again and made a bunh of plans for the class. I still want to go along with my plan where I can do work throught the community, I KNOW I have a long way to go, but that's ok as long as money remains stable in my home. I will be so releaived if my husband lands this job he has lined up (two in fact)but we will see how it goes.
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